SECTION 4: INTENSITY (THE SHARED TEXTS & MANUSCRIPTS)
The night had started innocently enough. Just the usual conversation. How was your day, did you remember
to eat? The kinds of pleasantries that are expected of us with no recompense. I won't lie though, I enjoy
these little conversations more than she knows. Every morsel of information keeps me coming back for more.
It is tearing me apart not knowing all the thoughts in her head. The thoughts don't matter though, you are
happy she wants to be in your company. With her, it's always a safe space, just enjoy it, you both deserve
it.
She had been teasing me all night. The side glances, the deep stares. Light touches on my arm or knee. It
melts me inside every time she touches me. Her perfume already had me when I walked in the room. The scent
makes me want to be closer. Her eyes captivate me in a way that makes me fall for her again everytime I
look at them. Her hair, beautiful as ever, I cannot resist. I have to be strong, but how do I hide my
desires? I want to just give in fully, but I'm wiser now. I have to focus on her.
Intoxicated by her already, I knew I was not going to be able to resist much longer. Dreaming of having
her to myself for once. No distractions, no stress, just deep connection, lost in eyes and thought.
Revealing layers of stress that I want to kiss away. I want to hold her close, but I have to be
restrained. If I let on how much I desire her, I will lose her right away. I've never believed you could
care this much about someone. I thought it was something only told in fairy tales or romance. Here she is
though, fully into my stories. Listening intently, asking meaningful questions, I know this is what I
want, what I truly need.
The conversation was already turning. I knew what she wanted. I had teased her as well. She knew I was
going to make her feel good in ways that she would never find anywhere else. The painful lonely nights had
given my mind plenty of time to think of ways to give pleasure. I didn't want to end the night, the
laughter and crying had made us sore in our sides already. Now it was time for me to lie in the bed I made
and face the consequences.
I knew how to make this unforgettable. I wasn't going to give into her just yet. I know I yearn for it. My
penis is throbbing thinking about the dark desires I planned on acting out with her. Not tonight though, I
want this to last. I want her to know that I'm deeper. We are both vulnerable and know this will only
temporarily solve our issues. I crave it more than anything though.
I slowly climb into the bed. Inching ever so closer to build tension. Getting lost in the scent of your
hair. Placing my hand on your thigh to let you know my intentions. I slide my hand slowly up your thighs,
feeling your breathing change. I feel the desire from her. The lust for the touch. The yearning for
pleasure. I continue my tease, leaving soft kisses on your neck. I feel you shudder. You feel my warm
breath teasing. Lightly pinching and squeezing your thighs, your waist, your lower back. I try to rub the
stress away. I want you relaxed, succumb to me fully. Once I feel the tense muscles ease, I continue.
Moving up to your hips, my favorite spot to rest my hand, lightly I graze my fingers along the bone.
Resting my hand momentarily to make your heart flutter. I wait for the breathing to get more shallow.
Slowly saving the moment of desires I can feel you exuding. Not giving in fully, teasing just soft
moments, they feel like hours. I feel the deep sigh you release, I know to proceed.
Moving closer behind you. Pulling you closer to me. Wrapping my hand around your waist. Feeling me behind
you, you succumb to my desires. Slowly moving my hands from your waist, gently feeling the curves of your
breasts. I lightly squeeze, feeling the air release from your lungs. I know I have you where I want you
now. I melt into you, holding you, letting the soft music in the background calm us through the night.
Holding you close, matching your breath. Feeling your heartbeat pulse into my hand resting on your chest.
Just the two of us alone together. I would slowly drift off dreaming of the worlds you bring me to.
Now I have to wait until I get home to release this to you. You ask for the words, and I will send them to
you. I know how to make them work. I enjoy this!
We're sitting out on a long lounge chair on our patio. You're sitting back with your arms and legs wrapped
around me, holding me as I lean back with my head on your chest. We watch the horizon, enjoying the beauty
of the sunset in the distance. We don't have to talk. The silence is comfortable, and we are content
living in the moment. We are just enjoying being together. After a while, as the sun has almost completed
its descent behind the buildings in the distance, you whisper in my ear. "Let me make love to you under
the stars tonight."
I laugh, slightly confused, responding, "There aren't any stars out right now, it's far too early for
that."
You get a serious, slightly devious grin on your face. "That's okay, I'll make you see stars first, then
we can make love."
You start tracing soft circles around my nipples with your fingers over my shirt. You know this drives me
crazy. "Be a good girl and stay still. Relax and let yourself enjoy my touch rather than running away from
the sensations. Trust me. Let me make you feel good."
Your expert hands continue teasing me, and I try my best to relax. You switch from tracing circles to
running the pad of your finger over the sensitive buds, then use two fingers to delicately pinch each
nipple just enough to send a firecracker through my nervous system. I let out a soft moan, and you groan.
It's almost a growl.
"I love it when you moan like that. I will never tire of teasing you senseless so that I can hear you
moaning and whimpering like this. And what a beautiful mess you make, just for me. I can smell how wet you
are for me, babygirl. Tell me you want me to eat your pussy. Tell me and I will."
You decide at that moment to tug on my nipples just a bit more vigorously. The delicious mix of pain and
pleasure sends me soaring into a new high, and I am at a loss for words.
"I'm waiting." You chuckle. You know precisely what you're doing to me.
"I want: oohhh," I try but moan mid-sentence before being able to get it out. "I want you to eat my
pussy."
"I don't believe you. I think you need to speak up."
"Fuck! I want you to eat my pussy!!" I practically shout it when I finally find my voice again. "Great.
Now that we've made sure the neighbors know exactly what we're doing out here, I am going to let you up.
Strip for me and come lie down so I can have my feast."
Oh, now I am blushing. Shit. I must be losing it because I find it both exciting and uncomfortable knowing
everyone just heard me shout that. How can I be so embarrassed and so turned on at the same time? I don't
know if they truly heard or not, but again, you know me well, so you're playing me like a well-tuned
guitar.
I only hesitate for a moment. Ultimately, I trust you. Plus, you've got me too worked up to care enough to
stop, so I stand and strip before lying down on the chair just as you asked. You drop your pants and climb
on over me in just your boxers, putting your weight on your arms as you hover over me, kissing me over and
over, each kiss more needy than the last. You start trailing kisses down my neck, over my chest, and down
my torso until you arrive at my center. You smile as you inhale my scent and run your fingers through my
warm, wet folds. "Mine." One word, spoken in a low, gravely growl as you keep your eyes trained on me and
dip your tongue to lap my sensitive, already swollen bud. You're ravenous after the first taste, wrapping
your arms around my legs to hold me in place as I squirm and moan and have my fingers fisted in your hair.
I am floating right on the edge of ecstasy when you pull away. "I want to hear you. I know you're close.
Tell me, babygirl. How does it feel? You'd better tell me when you're there." You return to lapping at my
clit slowly at first, then slowly pump two fingers inside me. You increase the pace simultaneously,
pumping in sync with your tongue.
"Oh Fuck!! I'm cumming! Fuck! Ohhhh wow." You don't stop, you keep going, letting that pleasure build as I
get more and more sensitive. The orgasm continues rolling through me, and I lose track of time, seeing
stars, just like you promised. You're sending shock waves through my body with every touch, very slowly,
intentionally, watching me patiently as I come down from the high and catch my breath.
"That's my good girl."
It warms me inside when you call me your good girl. I can't help but smile, dazed by the orgasm and
completely infatuated with everything about you. Your eyes, that grin, how you make me feel, how you take
care of me, literally everything. I watch you stand and pull your boxers down, revealing your thick cock,
hard and ready for me. Wow. I am not sure I will ever get used to seeing you like this. It's hard to
believe that you're mine. I don't think I will ever stop lusting for you. I will forever be longing for
your touch.
You climb back on the chair over me slowly with a primal hunger in your eyes that makes my stomach do
flips. You position yourself to enter me, but don't move from there. I am tempted to be greedy, but I
steady myself when you bend down to kiss me again, letting me taste my own juices on your tongue. We kiss
passionately, hungrily, and slowly you start to make love to me, never breaking our kiss as you thrust
deep into me over and over. We are so wrapped up in the moment, wrapped up in each other, that I have no
idea how much time passes.
You break our kiss for just a moment, but don't stop your thrusts. Between breaths, you tell me,
"Babygirl, I am so close. Reach down and play with your clit. I want you to fall over the edge one more
time with me."
I do as you ask and reach down, running my fingers over my sensitive heat. We stare into each other's eyes
as we continue. Only a few more pumps and I am already back to the edge. You bury yourself deep inside me
as I reach my peak and say, "I love you so much." Hearing that, my heart melts and as I fall apart in your
arms.
You groan and kiss me again before I can say it back. You follow a few moments later, and I relish the
feeling of you pulsating inside me as you come undone. You roll us over on our sides and keep me held
close in your arms, wrapping your legs around me as we lie there kissing, smiling at each other as the
darkness of the night settles in.
"Wow, Jason."
"Wow indeed, babygirl."
I awake in the middle of the night, still wrapped in your arms. I stare for a few moments to replay the
passion from earlier. I have to smile, you look so peaceful sleeping next to me.
I sigh deeply and you lightly stir.
I gently pull you close to me a lightly kiss your forehead. You smile ever so slightly. I can sense the
sweet dream.
"Are you dreaming of me Mel?" I whisper softly.
"Mmmm, yes." You whisper back. You take in a deep breath. You smell the mixture of our juices everywhere
and it's intoxicating. Your smile gets bigger.
I see the opportunity. We have been starved of this kind of passion for too long. I have to have you
again. My desire for you is too strong to deny anymore. We've teased this on so many long nights.
I slowly trace my hand down your back. Lightly grazing the tips of my fingers until I feel your skin
prickle. You let out a soft moan. Just to tease, I stop suddenly.
I feel your breathing get deeper. You know I'm going to tease you until you beg. My penis starts to get
hard and rub against your leg.
"Please don't stop" you shyly say.
"Yes babygirl, only because you said please." I tease.
I continued moving my hand down until I feel the top of you ass. I slowly spread my fingers out until my
tough palm feels you skin. You feel the heat of my hand on your cool skin. I feel you melt into me more.
I move in closer to your neck and softly kiss behind your ear.
I whisper softly "Do you like when I kiss you there?"
You groan out a "YES!" and say in a provocative way growl "If you don't stop teasing me, I'm going to
start teasing you!"
We lock eyes, and smile devilishly.
"Don't forget when I'm done with you, you told me to." I say with a slick smile on my face. I roll you
onto your stomach and slowly start to rub your back with both hands. Gently at first, then harder. I keep
changing the strength, never letting you know the next move. I start to straddle you, placing my now rock
hard penis right at your entrance. I can feel the heat and wetness on the tip of my penis.
I lean over you and place my face near your ear. I can hear you whimpering already. We've described in
great detail before how we were going to do this. Where I'm going to kiss you, how you're going to suck
me. Our hearts race knowing the long nights we promised this.
I move my left hand underneath you and tenderly grab your breast. You moan out audibly and I place my
other hand softly over your mouth.
"Not yet, you can't seduce me with your siren voice until I let you." I say.
I move my hand to allow you to suck in the air and I slowly push my penis into you. Feeling the velvety
heat gripping tightly. I moan out.
You clench down tightly on my penis preventing me from moving. "She's good too" I think in my head.
You stare back at me with those beautiful brown eyes, a big devilish grin on your face "You can't have
pleasure if I can't too".
I gently bite down on your neck. The spot that makes you see stars. You release your grip and I squeeze
your breast tightly. Holding your nipple between my pointer and middle finger. Gently kneading, squeezing,
driving you crazy.
I move my other hand under you, gently cradling you under your stomach. I gently apply pressure until I
barely feel my penis sliding along. I have no trouble sliding in and out, you are so wet from the pleasure
you cannot hold on anymore.
"Fuck me harder, I need to cum" you say loudly.
I sit up and rest my hands on your ass. "Yes babygirl, over and over again until you beg me to stop". I
start to thrust harder and faster.
Whimpering louder than the slapping, wet noises, you exclaim "I'm going to cum, cum deep inside me!".
I cannot resist. Anything you ask of me I'm going to give you. I pick up the pace, thrusting you harder
into the bed, the moans waking the dead.
I feel your pussy start to squeeze and I know you are almost there.
Barely getting it out from all the heavy breathing "I'm cumming!" we exclaim at the same time. Always in
sync. Same frequency.
I thrust as deep as I can inside of you, filling you up. Feeling our juices combine, I collapse on top of
you.
Breathing heavily, I slowly pull my penis out.
You roll towards me and wrap your arms around me. We stare deeply into each other's eyes. Simultaneously
the words come out. "Je t'aime"
I hear the key in the lock "she's home" I think excitedly and rush to the door. I never miss this chance,
I love the look in your eyes every time.
The door swings open; you are greeted by my warm smile and deep blue eyes.
"Did you miss me, babygirl?" I say, wrapping you in a warm, soft hug.
"I rushed home as fast as I could, you know I missed you." The answer I expected, but always want to hear.
It warms me seeing the desire in those beautiful brown eyes. Rose colored lenses setting the mood for my
desire. Lost as always, I come back to the room.
"Time for you to relax, let me rub the tensions away." I state warmly.
You cannot deny me my wishes. My gentle massages melt away any worries, you crave this right now. "Yes my
love" is all you can say.
I lead you to the couch and sit you down. I gently kiss your forehead ever so softly. Lingering just long
enough to smell your hair. "I love her hair" I think to myself. A smile starting across my face.
"What are you thinking?" You take in a deep breath. Seeing the smile start on my face, you expect
something naughty.
"Just how I cannot tell you how deeply in love with you I am." I say sweetly back.
I sit on the floor in front of your, slowly taking off each shoe. Firmly rubbing each one quickly as the
shoe comes off. You lean back into the couch. Starting to melt slowly. "This isn't fair" you exclaim. "The
yard is so beautiful right now. I see you put a lot of work into it. I should be taking care of you!."
"Nonsense my love, you've been pushing yourself as well. I want to take care of you right now. Be a good
girl and enjoy it for once!" I jokingly say while taking a foot into my strong hands. You know you can't
resist those eyes. Your smile gets bigger. "Fine, you cannot resist me later then." You state.
"I can never resist you!" I say with a devilish grin. In my head I think "I am yours completely, through
and through!".
I start to rub with increasing pressure. Squeezing every inch, focusing on the toes a little lighter. You
feel the worries of the day start to recede. I move to your heel. Rubbing away the pain, you feel the
blood rushing back each time.
Moving up your leg, I feel you shudder. When I knead your calf a whimper escapes your lips. I know I could
take you right now, I want to with every ounce of my soul. I resist.
I gently knead with both hands, rubbing deeply to the bone. I feel the knots loosen and know I can move
on.
One hand on your inner thigh, the other on the outside, I work my magic fingers. "How does he know where
to rub"? you think. Working the whole length each stroke, softly massaging your butt when I reach it,
hesitating when I feel the warmth on your inner thigh. I'm driving you crazy. I know it. I feel your
breathing picking up, your beautiful breasts rising and falling. I remove my hands.
Your eyes shoot open to meet mine. "Why did you stop?" You ask.
"You have two legs silly!" I kid back. Following on the other leg. You smile down at me. "How did I find
him?" You think as I say the words to you. We have to smile, "Always in tune." we say at the same time.
I finish the other leg, with just as much attention. Never skipping a spot, only moving on when I sense
you are content.
I sturdy back up and lean over you, smiling down, I kiss you softly on the forehead, then the lips. "Now
tell me about your day, I'm always excited to hear about it from you." I say excitedly snuggling next to
you.
After dinner, once we've tag teamed the clean up, I take your hand and lead you over to the sofa. I lean
in for a kiss and unbutton your shorts in one quick motion with a devious grin. "It's my turn now, Love.
Let me take care of you."
I unzip the fly and slowly pull down the shorts, then do the same with your boxers.
"Sit for me Darling."
I sit back between your legs on the ground and take a moment to massage your calves, then your thighs,
taking my time to run my fingers across the delicate patterns of the dragons adorn all over your skin.
"I love it when you do that."
"I know." You always tell me, I always love hearing it.
I keep teasing, grazing your length as I caress you, letting my fingers explore your body effortlessly.
Once I know you're relaxed, I shuffle closer and wrap my fingers around your cock, stroking slowly.
"You're already so hard for me. I love it when you get hard for me." I grin, knowing you enjoy it when I
let go and speak my mind this way.
I want to keep you on edge, so I'm deliberately careful, slow, just watching how you react to me as I
enjoy stroking you. I'm getting wetter just thinking about you sliding into me. I use my other hand to
reach down and rub small circles over my clit, teasing myself as I tease you.
I keep my eyes locked on yours, knowing that your expressive blues will tell me all the things words could
never describe.
"You're hungry for more, I can tell."
"You know what I want." You're getting bigger, harder in my hands as you speak.
"I love it when you get excited." I chuckle as I continue watching you. Your hips start to rock with my
strokes. I slow down and lean forward just enough to take the top of your penis in my mouth, meeting my
hand with every pump. Slowly I take more of you, relishing every sound that escapes your lips.
I feel your cock pulsating in my mouth as you build closer and closer. You hands have found themselves in
my hair as you moan.
"My love, if you don't slow down I'm going to come in your mouth." you warn.
I slow my rhythm and release your cock, look up at you with a smile. "Does this mean you're going to fuck
me now?"
"I was just waiting for you to tell me you're ready."
"I'm always ready for you, you know that."
"It was your turn. I was enjoying that. Who am I to complain? Now stand up and climb on."
I stand and straddle your hips, positioning myself so my boobs are in your face as I guide your cock to my
entrance.
I'm so wet you slide right in, filling me to the hilt in one fluid motion. I relish the fullness, looking
into your eyes as we kiss, your arms around me as we rock our hips in sync. The delicious friction of our
bodies has me soaring.
We break our kiss and both say "you feel so good" pretty much in sync. We chuckle. This is normal for us.
We just think on the same frequency.
You increase our pace. " So close! Come with me my love."
"I love you Jason." I practically shout it as the orgasm hits me, sending Shockwave through my body.
"I love you too Mel. Always." You respond. It only takes a few more pumps and you're following me over the
edge.
We lay there together, both out of breath, smiling at each other as we come down from the bliss of getting
lost in each other once again.
"I'll never get tired of that." you say.
It melts me to hear you choose me this way.
I've awoken.
It's next to you, I'm relieved.
So many lonely nights, empty mornings. I sense you stir and with my arm, softly pull you in closer. My
hand is fully surrounding your beautiful breast. Just there. Not teasing, comfort. I do not want to let
you go.
Still naked, my penis starts to grow behind you. "Shit" I think. I know what this means.
In sync, our breathing quickens. I feel your heart pounding in my hand through your breast. My rock hard
cock now fully erect. The tip of my penis, peeking through the hood, slick with my pre-cum, rests between
your thighs.
I feel the pleasure building. I ever so slowly, tenderly pinch your nipple between my fingers. You barely
sense it, you wonder if you imagined it.
"ugh..." you faintly whimper.
A smile grows on my face. You can feel it against your back.
"Don't tease"
"I'm not teasing. Just trying sure not to disturb you." I tease.
I inch forward. The tip of my penis at your hot entrance. I exhale sharply when I am greeted by the
wetness. I slowly start to enter.
You push back as hard as you can. Catching me off guard, we both loudly moan out together. My hand
squeezes down tightly on your breast. You look back at me, desire in your eyes. I know what they want. I
stare back with my deep galaxies.
I cannot hold back. I put my other hand forcefully into your messy hair and pull your face to mine.
Smashing my tongue deeply into your mouth, I start slamming my cock into you, hitting your cervix every
stroke. Your legs intertwined with mine. Pulling me in. We are one in every way.
It lasts more than we can handle. We have to release our tongues to catch air. Groaning loudly like wild
animals. I feel you are close. It's so wet, I squeeze my cock inside of you. Trying to hold hack.
You reach your arm back and grab my ass. Pulling me to you closer. I feel the tips dug in, preventing me
from escaping. I have no choice. I give in.
With one last thrust I make sure there is no space left between us. Buried deeply inside, I release.
You squeeze tightly. Not letting me go. I keep coming, feeling like it will never stop. I feel your hot
walls pulsing. Milking me, draining me.
We just lie there, panting.
Deeply staring into my eyes you say "I love you Jason. You always make me feel good." My cock returns to
fully erect. A smile reaches ear to ear on your face. Your deep eyes making me melt again.
"I knew I could get a round two of you" you coyly say. Doe eyes teasing me now.
"Now I'm going to make you beg me to stop."
I pull my penis out of you. An audible pop from you squeezing to keep me in.
I dive my face between your thighs. My arms wrapped around your legs. You reach for my hair to stop me.
You can't.
I hear the shower starting. I know you've been pushing yourself lately with homework and studying. You are
amazingly talented, and I love seeing you better yourself. "I know how to ease you into your slumber
tonight", I think to myself. Going towards the bathroom to spring the plan into action.
You hear the door open, but you feel safe, "Is that you my love?" I hear you say. Realizing the element of
surprise is gone I reply.
"Yes my love. I wanted to know if I can help you in there in any way?"
This is my super power. I can sense the smile on your face already. You sense the calming sensations, you
feel my warm desire for you. You want to know where this will go tonight. "Only if you want to!" you tease
back.
Without missing a beat, I remove my t-shirt in one movement. Dropping my loose shorts to the floor.
Slowly I enter the shower behind you as you are reaching for your shampoo. I playfully smack your butt.
You turn to me with those deep doe eyes, pleading me. "Is that what you want?" you tease.
I reach for the shampoo. "Let me help you with that tonight, you've been under a lot of stress." You shoot
me your cute little smile. "Oh, you want to help me, do you? Raising your eyebrows, tempting me to
proceed.
"I will always want to help you" I squeeze some soap onto my hands and rub my palms together. Your feel
your legs quiver a little, you know what those hands are capable of.
I kiss you softly on your lips and turn you around. Moving behind you, I start to work my magical fingers
into your hair. Kneading softly, massaging your temples, rubbing little circles all over your scalp. You
feel like gooey center of your brownies right now. Heavenly, floating. The fragrance of the shampoo works
it's way to my nose. You know which scents arouse me. Slowly my penis begins to rise. "This is not my
intention tonight" I tell myself. Just as a tease, I let you know he's there. I feel you gently move back.
Allowing my penis to slide between your thighs.
Finishing your hair, I turn you around to start to rise out the shampoo. As you turn, you see my deep blue
eyes and large smile. "Those eyes!" is all that is going through your head. Deep dark blue tonight.
"Desire" you think to yourself. You are starting to catch onto the changes in color with my mood now.
I grasp the soap and put some in my hands. "Might as well start on the front" I jokingly say. Reaching
out, placing the soap on your breasts. I use both hands to focus on just one. Fully allowing the lather to
build up. Slowly stroking the underside, massaging the tops and sides, lightly pinching the nipples. I
hear the breathing picking up, faint moans can be heard over the water running over your soft skin.
I slowly spin you back around, seeing the pleading eyes not wanting me to stop. Beginning to start to work
on your shoulders, you give in, "That feels good" you say.
I feel the strength of your shoulders, your tense muscles fighting back against my grip. I try to pinch
the deep knots away, trying not to go to far to make it hurt, just pleasure. Slowly I feel the softness
return. I can tell you are starting to relax.
I work down to the middle of your back, slowly tracing the muscles with my fingers. Admiring how much you
have cared for your body, I trace my fingers along your back muscles, I turn my focus back to the task.
You feel my prodding my fingers push deeply into your flesh, you feel all the stress release from your
muscles. Your eyes rolling back, you feel the warm water washing over you.
I move my hands forwards around your waist, pulling our bodies close together I whisper in your ear "Does
that feel better my love?"
"You know you always make me feel better" you reply. Grabbing for my cock. You slowly start stroking him.
"I just got you clean." I try to resist. My fully erect cock not letting me win this battle. Looking
deeply into your eyes. I see the lust, I know I have to continue what I started.
"I'm not clean everywhere yet" you smile back teasingly.
"You are correct babygirl." I slyly say. "Are you sure you want me to finish?"
I start to move my hand towards your wet pussy. Very slick from your wetness and the soap, I rub my hand
gently between your legs, easily gliding back and forth. Soft but firm, spreading my fingers out around
your folds, in between, dancing my middle finger between your clit and damp entrance, slowly sliding my
finger back and forth. The slightest touch, barely a tickle, just right as always.
You wrap you arms around me for balance, sinking you mouth on my shoulder, biting gently, moaning loudly.
I know I have you where I want you tonight. "I am going to make this unforgettable." I think.
Sliding my finger in ever so slowly, pulling back the same speed. Deeper and deeper each intrusion goes
until I feel your knees start to wobble and give. Fearful of the pleasureful retaliation you are going to
return to me, I have to continue.
Supporting you back to fully standing, I slowly remove my finger. You look deep into my eyes, I see the
hunger in them. I feel your hand grasp my rock hard cock. Teasing the head with your thumb, I do not give
you the chance to continue your tease. You win every time. I cannot resist you. I have to keep my focus.
I place my hands at your hips, and slowly turn you towards the wall. As I arch you forward, you place one
arm on the wall, one arm grasping at my chest. You feel the desire in my movements. You can feel the heat
from the head of my cock. I line up with your hot, slick pussy entrance. I hear the whimper, I see you
look back at me, your eyes pleading with me, begging me. I do not resist, I can never resist your eyes.
I push my cock forward, feeling the velvet flesh surrounds my hard cock. I feel your pulse through your
slick walls, gripping me tightly, not letting go. We both moan loudly.
I start thrusting slowly, allowing us to match each other's pace. I feel you push back, you feel me push
forward. My hands on your hips, guiding you back to me every time. Meeting each whimper and moan with a
flex of my cock inside. Squeezing the blood to the head, making my penis grow bigger each time.
Your hand leaves my chest, moving towards your clitoris. You start to make love to yourself while I thrust
faster inside you. I can feel your fingers sliding between us, slight grazes on my cock are felt as you
rubs vigorously. I feel your intention and quicken my pace.
Gasps of pleasure escape from you, moans of extasy from me, the sounds would drive anyone crazy hearing.
"You're going to make me cum babygirl!" I exclaim.
A scream of pleasure is all I get in reply. I didn't need to tell you I was close, we are always in sync.
That's all I need to hear to allow myself to explode. I push as deeply as I can inside you, releasing
everything in my balls, every squeeze from your vagina sending me over the edge. I finally allow my penis
to recede from you. The mix of our love and soap filling the air. We both laugh deeply at each other. We
know what the other is thinking.
"I'm still not clean all the way." You say, devilish grin on your face. The curls in your hair inviting me
for more. "Then let me clean you properly this time." I joke back.
I lather you up all over, not missing an inch. In between each finger, a light tickle of your toes, sturdy
hands on your legs. I pay close attention to your sensitive areas. Lingering just long enough to tease.
Slight prods into openings, not missing anything.
I kiss you softly on the lips and say "Rinse off, I'll be right back" as I escape the shower and dry off
quickly.
"What's his plan now?" Your mind wonders what surprise I have in store. Smiling softly, you rinse off the
dirty desires from moments earlier. Turning off the water you watch as your daily worries seem to run down
the drain with the soap. Your smile gets bigger as you hear me return. You see I've returned with your
favorite robe and a towel. You extend your arms outwards, "Princess treatment" you think to yourself.
Feeling the smile stretch all the way across your face. This is the reaction I wanted. I get to see
everything I love about her at once. Her big beautiful smile, her warm inviting eyes. I take the towel and
start on one arm.
"He warmed the towel up" Your eyes soften. I can sense you can feel the love. Every action I try to show
you. I finish drying you off. Softly kissing each spot after I dry it. Feeling your cool skin on my hot
lips.
I grab the robe and place it around you. "You didn't need to go this far tonight." You say warmly, full of
love.
"You always say that my love, but I feel as though I never go far enough to show you how much you mean to
me every day."
I secretly write to you while at work.
No one knows what I am really doing.
Just sitting here thinking.
Smiling with my back to the room.
Everyday I sit now.
Wondering my next move.
Replaying the words in my head.
Don't push her away.
She completes me in ways I cannot explain.
My missing piece.
My calm sea.
My ocean.
I share some words, but there are still so many inside.
I smile more now.
I can read and write clearly again.
I enjoy music again.
You opened my eyes.
When I see yours, I see love.
I know where I want to be.
It is just going to take time for me to be healed.
We opened another door last night.
It truly made me happy.
Every inch closer heals me.
Our first embrace will heal me fully I am sure.
To feel your words in person will make me truly happy.
My biggest fear right now is losing you.
I know it is unlikely.
Every time something good happens, it falls apart.
Be positive.
The small steps get you there.
You asked me to reveal my dreams to you. Lately it is the same one. I keep waking from it, not being where
I truly want to be.
I knew the dreams would return though.
My slumber was broken. You lie there turned with you back to me. My hand was placed on waist, curled
behind you.
I slowly moved my hand up to your breast. Slowly tracing every detail I could feel through my finger tip.
The thin fabric of your tank top allowing me to feel every detail. Slow, soft traces of my finger, barely
being felt, soft as the breeze.
I feel you lightly exhale while I trace around your areola, circling slowly, gently, barely there. I feel
your nipple start to stiffen, not as hard as eraser yet. Tracing towards the tip, continuing my
exploration, reaching the pinnacle, I softly pinch.
The audible moan from you makes it difficult to stop my own arousal any longer. Feeling my cock start to
rise, I know I've gone too far already.
I begin to move my hand back down your side. Trying not to tickle you, gliding, letting you feel my desire
for you drag down your torso. You feel the heat from my hands linger long after they've moved on.
Reaching your hips again I continue passed, further down. You feel my hand move slowly over your hip,
sliding over your ass, gently gripping, lightly massaging. I feel your breathing start to quicken, knowing
if I continue I will fully wake you, yet yearning for this more than anything. You can not ignore what I
am doing to you, pushing your hips back against me, I no longer can resist my desires. I cave to my
darkest wishes.
I only get the pajama bottoms to your knees before returning to my desire. I quickly pull down my shorts
to my knees. I do not intent to waste much more time.
Slowly moving my hand up your inner thigh. Lightly grazing. Applying more pressure now. I want you to know
I'm there. My hand feels on fire.
I can feel you squirm as my hand approaches nears your hot vagina. Moving your hips, pleading for me to
continue.
Radiating heat leads my hand to where I desire, I know I have aroused you, I feel how wet you are
instantly. Easily my fingers tease your labia, sliding between them into your vagina. First one, then two.
Slowly, sometimes sliding out and up, teasing your clitoris. Rubbing circles, tracing lines, lightly
tickling, gently poking.
I feel you try to turn towards me, I will not let you this time. Your pajamas holding your legs together,
allowing me to use my strong leg to hold you in place.
I slowly enter you from behind. We move together in the dark, matching each other's heartbeat and breath.
The sliding friction and hot, wet heat is intoxicating. I run my hand along your side, gripping your hip
as I push deeper, feeling you clench around me. You moan softly against the pillow, sending shivers down
my spine. The rhythm quickens, our bodies locked in sync, until the pleasure builds beyond control.
Squeezing tightly, you pull me closer, and I release myself deep inside you, feeling us merge completely
in the quiet of the night. We lay there, panting, arms wrapped around each other, until sleep finally
claims us in the warm embers of the morning.